Friday, August 8, 2008

Thanks guys!!!!!!!!

This is to all my beloved dears out there!!! Thanks for being by my side and keep cheering me up during this distressed moments..^^
First, thanks to Leslie!! Thanks for being my company when i needed someone to talk to.. I really really really appreciate it!!!^^ Thanks for allowing me to pour out all my problems.. I really felt so much more comfortable after having that phone call with you!!^^
Next, thanks to Magdeline!! Thanks Mag! You were really smart.. U could guess wad really happened although i din even give u a single clue on wads goin on!! Ur AMAZING!!!^^ Thanks for not giving up on me and continuing ur efforts to ask me about what happened.. I'm really really really touched by ur sincerity!!^^
Last but not least, Ah Seong!!^^ Hahahaha... Although the name "Ah Seong" is in one of my teacher's english books, decribing that this particular "Ah Seong" guy is some sort like a rapist that tried to repe his gf.. -_-''' but... haha.. This "Ah Seong" that i noe is 100% SAFE to be with!!^^ hahahaha... No offence ya??? It's really in the book!! T.T This cute cute n kind kind guy that always said "yush" instead of "yes" really made my day ytd..^^ He started out acting like a sot sot guy making me all tensed up n scared.. But finally, really made my day came out ALL SHINY & BRIGHT!!^^ Thanks Seong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^
LOVE all of u guys!!!!!!!!!!! Can't imagine my life without ALL OF U!!!^^ Muacks!!!!!!!! :)

Wednesday, August 6, 2008


I'm blurred... I'm confused.. I dunno who u r anymore? R u still the person whom i know a long time ago?? R u still the one whom i turst n believe with all my heart?? R u still the one whom i can rely on all the times?? No.. nonononono... NO!!!!!! All the previous things that you've given me.. Your care, your protection, your love, your EVERYTHING is just a LIE!!! I dun even know who you are anymore! R u really the person whom you've described to me?? What you've told me.. EVERYTHING... including your acomplishments, friends, enemies... They are ALL LIES which you'd made up! I dont understand!!! Y must you do this to me?? Everything.. I believe everything.. Every single word you've said.. I believe it without a single doubt.. N.. This is the result.. HAHA!!! Angela oh Angela.. You r SOSOSOSO STUPID to have believe him! I'd always treated you as someone whom i respect.. Someone whom i wanna b someday.. My role model.. But.. now.. all these things that u've shown me.. r all juz pretend.. I dont wanna believe this thing.. I dun wanna accept the fact that all these are lies.. I even argued with my friend whom told me these truth yesterday.. But.. I guess.. You have to accept the facts no matter how hurtful they are.. Now.. I really cant describe my feelings towards you.. I think I hate you.. I think I dispise you.. I think I'm really angry with you.. I think I.. There are just to many mixed up feelings about you.. You made me really really dissapointed in you.. BUT 1 feeling towards you is for sure.. I AM SCARED OF YOU.. I dunno who u r anymore.. You're not the kind and sweet guy i noe.. I'm really scared.. Your now a stranger in my life.. A murderer that killed me by shattering my heart into a million pieces.. I am scared.. I really am.. I dunno how to face you again.. really... Mayb this is the end of our journey together.. Thanks for being my so called "FRIEND" everytime i needed u.. Thanks for all your pretend and lies.. I had enough.. It's time to say BYEBYE and move on with my life..